Hey you prob don't remember me, but we converse for a little while on myspace many yrs ago ( if I remember correctly it was during the pd of year first gf). . . I always wondered why we stopped tlking/why you never responded to the last message I sent.
So uhm, I just realized I haven't asked you anything...I guess my question is do u evn vaguely remember?
**awk if you don't, but nothings more real than the truth
wow. myspace. you took it way back. lol.
But umm…yeah, i do remember you. I have to be honest though, I don’t specifically remember conversations or anything.
I’m terribly sorry for not responding to the message. I wish I could tell you why. I kind of just stopped using myspace pretty abruptly, so i assure you it was nothing personal.
Kiddoooooo, you are my high forever.lol that picture had me jumping on my bed for how fucking awesome it is.man I love you Jatasha gurl!!!
lol i miss ur nicknames for me. I miss the confessions you’d try to hide in spanish. oh i miss u. i miss u. i miss u. when you come home this weekend we will go get high and watch planes take off. bliss.
If I am lost for a day; try to find me But if I don’t come back, then I won’t look behind me All of the things that I thought were so easy Just got harder and harder each day December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won’t make anything right While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home Who waits up for me all through the night Calendar girl who’s in love with the world Stay alive Calendar Girl who’s in love with the world Stay alive I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do And when I awoke I was sure it was true I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky And said whoever is up there,please don’t let me die But I can’t live forever,I can’t always be One day I’ll be sand on a beach by a sea The pages keep turning, I’ll mark off each day with a cross And I’ll laugh about all that we’ve lost Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive January, February, March, April, May I’m alive June, July, August, September,October I’m alive November, December, you all through the winter, I’m alive I’m alive
No. I don’t, if by soulmates you mean that there only one single person in the universe that you are meant to be with. I think that is a horrible way to look at finding love, its silly.
I think that one can meet someone and become ridiculously and completely enthralled by them, not ever feeling the need to seek elsewhere for love. But this surely doesn’t mean it is set in the stars or anything like that. Love creates this inexplainable unbreakable infinite bond. I don’t believe the bond isn’t something that was predestined, and definitely not that there is only ONE bond that was “meant to be.”
sorry if i havent been there for you. i want you to know that i love you and your one of my bestest friends, i hope everything is well, i'd call but im foneless....
i miss you face soooo much! if you need anything babe, you know i'm a bus ride away and i'd be home in 5hrs tops for u.
:) I love you babe. i am just feeling a little empty and a little down. Nothing I haven’t been through before.
The plan as of now is still to come to new york, although i am pursuing a new job and if I get it…i don’t think I will want to take off, you know? i am not sure.
As for facebook, I will return as some point. I miss u ridiculously! I cant wait to see u and laugh with u and make pseudo-sexual advances. Hopefully this will be soon. By the way, you look mighty FINE in that picture sitting pretty on top of ur tumblr page. :)
A part of me wants to take back everything I said. I want to go back and erase it. Its awful waking up remembering the mind numbing, body consuming pain that terrorized my heart and thew me into an involuntary sleep last night.
But this already apparent distance I feel is something I cannot handle. A part of me needs to undo this. I need that brief closeness you provide me with after every little argument. I need it now because its something, although it is brief its something. I would apologize again for being insane and force you to hold me. Id lay there in safety until you forget how to love me again.